a spiritual girl in a material world




While I’ll be watching the clear sky at Night
The bright Moon reflects parts of the Ocean
Unseen in Daylight

I’ll be sitting at the beach with my feet covered
by this beautiful white sand
Listening to the whispers of the waving sea
Visualizing you and thinking about we

While I’ll be watching the clear sky at Night
The Moon reflects parts of Me
Hidden in plain sight
Uncovering truths
That definitely lies within


Eating rhymes
and drinking Moonlight
You won’t understand
Cuz you’re not brained right
I could paint you my vision
But you have blindsight

Soon you’ll turn left
and start mesmerizing
Whilst being in the twilight
of your life, realizing

I’m still here
Still being real
Unconditionally loving
Without any fear


That connection
That when I think of you and you call me

That when I want to see you
And I bump into you

That when I’m feeling something
And you speak it out loud

That even when you’re across a full room
I can still feel you standing next to me

That even when I’m on the other side of the country
I can still feel everything between us so fully

That we don’t even have to speak
Because we can feel each other like no other

That connection

That’s a connection I will strive for


Solitude for me is key
Moments of reminiscing and reflecting

Solitude for me is key
Because all I need in this world
To elevate, motivate and complete me

Life support

People who leave their life choices in the hands of other people, they scare me.
How can you leave a life decision in the hands of an other person? I will never understand it. Unless you are on life support and it’s a matter of suffering on the way to death while you’re in a comatose state of life, I will never understand it.
I guess people like these, who leave life decisions in the hands of others, live in a comatose state of living. Living but not aware that every choice, even the choice to live or die – when still capable of thinking and breathing – is a responsibility of you and you alone. Damn.
Even matters of the heart, some people leave it in the hands of tarot cards or yes-no lottery picks. Hell nah. How can’t you just find your grounding state and leave it in the hands of Soul. Every person knows what to choose, if you are willing to pay attention and dig deep or deeper beyond the surface, beyond the boundaries set up by Mind.
How come some people choose to be willingly blind for surface matters? Matters of life purpose and love, matters of universal understanding and light? These people scare the fuck out of me. And although I can understand it in a certain way – I will never ever want to deal with such a person in this lifetime of mine.


Awakened state while dreaming
Dreaming while awake

Them revelations
Voices of my spirits
Telling me to choose
For the better
For Me

Love it is

Note to Self:
Keep an open Heart
Keep an open Mind
Stay real with yourself
Choose from Love for yourself
And the Universe will bring you
Life meant for you

This life isn’t temporary
So why loose energy on temporary
Build beyond this
Build for Higher states

When you want to Build
First priority are the fundamentals
And I believe
That these fundamentals
Should lay in Yourself
So build You first

Be endless
Love Yourself and the Other
As you would love your Child

Love Yourself endlessly

Note to Self #1

Losstaand verbonden
Blijf verbonden met alles om me heen
Alles om me heen is verbonden met mij
En toch ben ik alleen
Losstaand verbonden
Alleen staand los van alles in connectie

Als de intentie puur is en
de Ander leest het als onzuiver
Twijfel dan niet aan je Eigenwaarde
En je Liefdevolle intentie

Het kan de bril zijn waarmee de ander het leest
die de intentie vertroebelt
Roze blauw grijs zwart helder gebroken gebarsten
Het is de bril waarmee men kijkt
Waardoor sommigen denken in te kunnen schatten

Ik voel liever
Intentieel voelen en beslissen
Gaan met de flow
Losstaand van alles
En toch verbonden

i – u

sometimes the reflection in another is
and frightening
because it reflects parts of us

Sun Moon
Light Dark
Yin Yan
Parent Child
Man Woman
Mirror Mirror



why should i be the one to complete you
complete yourself please
be whole alone & alone Holy
and we’ll be complete together
as One

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